April is the cruelest month
Emotionally, this has been a very tough month for me. So much has changed in my life in the last 3 1/2 weeks, and I am still trying to process all of it. I've been burdened with the feelings of disillusion, of betrayal and loss. Without training to keep my mind focused, I don't know where I would be. But I am a survivor, life will go on, and I will not surrender to grief. I will keep smiling, keep living the life that I want to live, and I will not be beaten down.
I'm incredibly pleased with my monthly totals:
Running: 154.2 km (95.8 miles)
Cycling: 202.7 km (126.0 miles)
Swimming: 25.8 km (16.0 miles)
It has been a run focus month for me, with my longest run at 29km (18 miles). My bike mileage took a hit because I've been focusing so much on the run, but at least almost all of my rides this month were outside. The weather hasn't been fabulous; there have been a multitude of grey, foggy days. But when the sun shines here, it truly is paradise. Swimming continues to be consistent, with a lot of solid, key workouts.
Next Sunday is my big race - the Forest City Half Marathon. I leave for London on May 6th - not long now. Tapering has got to be one of the hardest parts about big races. My body feels sluggish and tired. But I know that this feeling will dissipate, that by next weekend I will feel strong and ready to race my best. I've put in the work, now it's time to keep myself hydrated, rested and fueled.
Best of luck to everyone out there training hard or racing this weekend. I hope that May brings with it the sunshine and brighter days.
PS. Points for anyone who can tell me who wrote the words that I've used as the title of my post.



